Right and Wrong

What is right and what is wrong are both relative to the viewer, but in my mind I did the right thing tonight.

Friends

"Although my heart may be weak, it's not alone. It's grown with each new experience. And it's found a home with all the friends I've made. I've become a part of their heart, just as they've become a part of mine. And if they think of me now and then, if they don't forget me, then our hearts will be one. I don't need a weapon. My friends are my power!"

I don't usually talk about this but I really do appreciate my friends.

Sigh

I don't think life is quite that simple

Senior Project

I know a lot of people complain about pointless the Senior Project is. How you have to do a lot of pointless work that rarely has any purpose. How most people b.s. their project or just do it for the sake of getting it over with. How we have to do this side by side by side with our College Admissions, and the Community Service Project. How it causes stress for already stressed out teenagers. How we are the only school left in the district doing this archaic task. But I'm going to going to go out on a limb here and say, I agree with all those previous statements. Fuck the senior project.

Code Geass

The wisdom of Code Geass

The world cannot be changed with pretty words alone. Lelouch Lamperouge

Things that don't change go extinct.
Milly Ashford

The only ones who should kill are those who are prepared to be killed! Lelouch



The world and the people in it, they'll never be the way we want them to be! Suzaku

Yes... I... I destroy... the world... and create it... anew. Lelouch

CK

"I never prayed before. I don’t even know who I'm prayin’ to. Maybe I'm too young to know what the world is supposed to be. But it’s not supposed to be this. It can’t be this. So... please." (Boondocks)


People seem to be cheering up at school. Everything is becoming normal. Sadness is leaving our minds. It is leaving my mind, and that makes me sad. I feel as though tears connect Chelsea and I. And I never want to lose that connection. I never want to lose her.

Come Home Chelsea

I prayed today.
For the first time in years.

Darkness

My doctor asked if I felt depressed.
What a foolish question I thought. Am I depressed? No, I just know the truth about this world.

"So... it seems your hearts have led you to obliteration." —Xemnas, Kingdom Hearts II

As it is, my problem cannot be solved despite whatever calculations I make.

Yet for her, it can easily be solved, the information has been given, and simple logic will lead to the correct conclusion.

It is not that I wish for the feelings to be returned, that will not happen. I only wish that the feelings will go away.

The situation that I am in is illogical.

What is to happen to my hope? Three words. "So it goes"

Inevitable

I've gone over it again and again in my head. No matter how I play it out it does not work. All logic indicates a conclusion that I cannot accept. There has to be some way around this. Some variable I am missing. Some clue I left out.

The situation itself is illogical, and easily disputed, yet it exists. What does that say? It is most likely a just a part of my nature. A part of all people's nature. Something that we all feel and desire. Something we all give in to. Disregarding reason. But that is not me!

Yet the problem exists.

No matter the chances.

No matter what my mind tells me.

No matter how I look at it.

The feeling exists.